Thursday, January 20, 2011

All About Nothing

And now after I don't know how many days, I'm in a mood to 'fill in the blog' ! I do feel like writing loads of crap right now, but I have no idea what should I write about.
Looking for topic, reminds of the speech I once gave in the morning assembly.
Ah ! My 'school's morning assembly'. This phrase can bring back so many memories that I can put up two more posts. There is a lethargic pattern, on how the assembly works. It all starts with the morning prayer: join your hands, close your eyes and follow the choir. Then Thought of the day: a thought (seriously, what else) then the Todays news headlines are: it always follows the same pattern, always ! Finally a Speech: they always had the same way of starting, ending and executing.
So when it was my turn to get up on the stage, I wanted to speak on a different topic, something that everyone would remember, that would show my individuality; And thats exactly what I spoke on : Stand For the I. The speech went well and encouraged me to try again. And thats what brings us back to the 'TOPIC'
Two days before the second speech IE Monday (I gave speeches only on Thursdays, thought it was my lucky day) I was looking for a topic to write on, again the same feelings: no repeated, boring topic. I felt like everyone should be a little creative on what topic to speak about, and then I was like 'why not?' So thats how I ended up giving a speech on the topic Topic. 
Topic is a very interesting topic to speak on.
I started the speech okay! Halfway down, I lost my words. Lost the jest. And finally lost the idea that I was standing in front of 2500 students, meaning 5000 thousands ears (and the teaching staff off course) and so very bravely, I said one pure simple word: SHIT.
Turned out Thursdays were not so lucky after all.
Although I considered myself Lucky, it was always confusing that what exactly did 'luck' mean? If you're reading further expecting I'd have some well thought out theory, ha ha! I have no idea :|
Doesn't matter so much, right? Well, not to me at least. Or maybe it does. I'd never push the scarce amount of luck bestowed upon me :D
eh! I think I should stop writing now :p

Anyway there ends my 'fill-in-the-blog' feeling.
And if I 'have to' add an advice in the post, I'd say : Don't update your blog when you're in a bad mood, it wont make much sense. *if you know what I mean*

xoxo